Do you ever feel embarrassed to be a part of human civilization?

Do you ever feel embarrassed to be a part of human civilization?


I often do and on top of my personal issues that cripple my productivity and the strength behind my creative passions, the disappointment I feel from how short I consistently fall from finding my tribe is only compounded by the external reasons I miss my mark; Idiocracy.


I know I’m not a Professor or a savvy street scholar. However, I do produce a science news show where I read thru and discuss various science articles, updates, and news reports on a weekly basis. It’s for this reason, among others that I find it intellectually and socially frustrating when a friend sends me something like this:

Graphene Oxide In Pfizer Covid-19 Vaccines

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CSBW-jFjnJq/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link


And here is a counterargument to the video above,  written by Bruce Lee for Forbes Magazine.


Graphene Oxide In Pfizer Covid-19 Vaccines? Here Are The Latest Unsupported Claims



The reasons why I’m annoyed when a friend inboxes me this type of thing include ;

  • This type of rhetoric is the most I hear from the individual who is spreading it to me.
  • I live in the subject matter as a hobby, and I don’t see them there.
  • No Hello, just conspiracies. 

(If you can mostly relate, let’s be friends.)



What I neglected to mention, due to the likelihood it’s even more personal to me, is the idea some people I know have time to dump conspiracy videos on my lap like we’re a part of some secret inner support circle when I could literally use that same energy to hold my actual social, or professional life together. 

I find it strange when a person can support you in secret with “World Changing News” but not a whisper of the support you may literally ask for.


Honestly, the discouragement I felt from the greater likelihood a ‘friend’ would sooner share non-sense than show support and build sense with me weighed my spirit down in bed long past my original target for editing a piece for Monday’s Blog. 



My Stance on the Vaccines


  • I’m not a anti-vaccer.
  • I supported my Parents Vaccination
    • As long as it wasn’t J&J
  • If I get one, its Moderna for me. I;
    • invest in the company (
    • listened to the CEO countless times (
    • Followed MRNA research prior Covid



What I am trying to illustrate is, the research should be a part of your life in general. If you’re just eating food or buying clothes because of the Brand Name, for example, you may be grossly unaware of how those brands impact your personal health or beliefs. Yet too many within society put more energy into supporting million-dollar influencers who only specialize in how to lead a flock for personal gain instead of showing that same support for their Doctor’s IG page.  The reasons behind such actions may include the notion that some individuals trust and represent professional ‘Fame faces’ far more than part of the medical establishment that Delivered your child or gave you life-saving treatment. 


Shoutout to Dr. Keisha Bryant MD. Black Woman Doctors.


I wish Education in Science and Economics was louder and clearer in our society. Having a broader understanding of two fundamental foundations of human existence on this planet would only improve the odds of success for all. 

It at the very least will allow more of us to decipher News with greater accuracy with some reports felt like common sense because you’re personally educated and not reactive. 

Remember Flat Earthers.


I used ‘Idiocracy’as conversational catalysis in my attempt to invoke empathy from the movie of the same name. 

"Private Joe Bauers, a decisively average American, is selected as a guinea pig for a top-secret hibernation program but is forgotten, awakening to a future so incredibly moronic he's easily the most intelligent person alive."




With all things considered, I can’t really call individuals who I think fit into this movie universe, ‘Friends’, as sincerely valued in real relationships. 

No one can tell you what to and not to believe in.  Only you should decide what to put in your body, and why. Yet a line most be drawn when it may be counter intuitive to Human Survival by convincing others that a Vaccine is meant to low key Murder as much as the World population as possible. 

The flip side is, maybe they send this type of World Health Deep genocidal conspiracy stuff to me because I’m the resident science geek in their circle? Based on the lack of practical conversion, or any on the topic for that matter, I doubt that may be the reason. Thus, my embarrassment. 

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